the broken string: July 2006
isang araw, may isang bata... malikot ang bata... maingay ang bata... may hawak na violin ang bata... sa sobrang likot ng bata, napansin siya ng ibang bata... tumutugtog ang bata... masaya ang bata... natamaan siya ng mga batang nagtatakbuhan at natumba ang bata. hindi nagalusan ang violin ng bata... tumayo ang bata at sumabit sa butones ng damit niya ang string ng violin...
Saturday, July 22, 2006
the string is broken. 5:25 AM




saturday na naman at kakatapos lang ng upcat review... mabigat ang load for the past week... lagi naman eh. anyway. last week na rin yun ni mam tarun... nakakalungkot... naging masaya, exciting, enjoyable at conducive to learning ang physics class namin dahil sa kanya... marami pa kaming natutunan tulad ng Kirchhoff's rule at maraming pang iba...
naging teacher ko na siya noong 2nd year. likas na mabait itong si mam tarun... concerned siya sa students niya ever since... masaya din ang mga jokes niya at kapupulutan ng aral. ang problema lang, corny. anyway, ibang klaseng teacher siya. mahilig siyang magbigay ng chances sa students para maimprove pa nila yung performance nila... sayang nga lang at mawawala na siya... magaabroad kasi siya...
sa bagay, advantage naman niya yun kasi, magiging malaya na siya mula sa gulo ng mga students niya... medyo lang naman. makakapagrelax na rin siya sa wakas...hehe oo nga pala... nag-longtest pa kami sa physics noong last meeting namin... tapos, napagusapan na gumawa ng dedication sa scratch portion... hehe
yun. bumawi na lang ung iba dun. sayang nga lang at nagpakabait lang kami sa kanya noong paalis na siya. sana, matagal na naming ginanagawa yun kahit hindi namin alam na aalis na siya... sayang lang talaga... yun. dedicated talaga ang post na to para kay mam tarun... hehe
thanks mam!!!




Saturday, July 15, 2006
the string is broken. 6:23 AM



malakas ang hangin kahapon... ang ingay din ng patak ng ulan. di ako makalabas ng bahay kasi wala namang gagawin... nagisip na lang ako ng pwedeng magawa. naisip ko itong blog na to... walang kuwenta yung skin dati... naghanap lang ako ng naghanap...hehe nakakabagot lang kasi walang lumalabas na matino... haay... buti na lang at nakita ko to... tama. itong nakikita mo ngayon sa monitor ng computer mo... tapos pala, kinulit na ako ni luigi dun sa final proposal ng str... akala ko pa naman, mamomroblema ako sa paghahanap ng magagawa.. kaso, bumaliktad ang sitwasyon... mahirap atang maghanap ng rrl sa internet... haay...

tapos, umulan na naman... di ko natapos kagabi ung rrl kaya tinuloy ko kanina... nakakastress talaga mga requirements sa pisay... sana magkaroon ng 1year vacation policy sa randomly-selected students... haay ang saya siguro nun... for the whole year, walang bio, physics, chem, english at STR!!! napakagaan siguro ng feeling..
well, hanggang pangarap lang yun. tapos, tinanong ko sa ibang kaklase yung req'ts for the week... ang dami pala.. as usual.

thankful pa rin ako kahit puro hirap na lang nararanasan ko sa pisay kasi, may kakaibang level of fulfillment naman na nakukuha. basta... bumabagyo pa ein slightly... pero medyo mas tahimik na... the storm is finally over.. kasabay ng pagtapos namin sa str... pero may iba pang req'ts na naghihintay... waah!!!



Saturday, July 08, 2006
the string is broken. 1:25 AM




Nabasa ko lang... maganda yung message... basahin nyo rin... :D


The Heart

"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began,"I'll open up your heart..." "You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted. The surgeon looked up, annoyed. "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, "to see how much damage has been done..." "But when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy.
The surgeon looked to the parents, who sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next." "But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart."

The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well." "You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there."
The surgeon left. The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery, "...damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein, widespread muscle degeneration. No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy: painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis:, "here he paused, "death within one year."


He stopped the recorder, but there was more to be said. "Why?" he asked aloud. "Why did You do this? You've put him here; You've put him in this pain; and You've cursed him to an early death. Why?"The Lord answered and said, "The boy, My lamb, was not meant for your flock for long, for he is a part of My flock, and will forever be. Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and will be comforted as you cannot imagine. His parents will one day join him here, and they will know peace, and My flock will continue to grow."


The surgeon's tears were hot, but his anger was hotter. "You created that boy, and You created that heart. He'll be dead in months. Why?" The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb, shall return to My flock, for He has Done his duty: I did not put My lamb with your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost lamb."


The surgeon wept.. The surgeon sat beside the boy's bed; the boy's parents sat across from him. The boy awoke and whispered, "Did you cut open my heart?" "Yes," said the surgeon."What did you find?" asked the boy."I found Jesus there," said the surgeon.


Author Unknown - Celebrate Jesus in 2006




Friday, July 07, 2006
the string is broken. 11:43 PM



yehey! may blog na ko... malapit na upcat... haay.. tapos may deadlines pa sa str at comsci...
may long test pa sa math, physics at chem... quiz pa sa english at pinoy... wala na talagang tatalo pa sa 4th year ko sa pisay... at meron pa palang plate sa viscomm...

ganito rin kaya ang mangyayari sa kin sa college??? wag naman sana.. =(
pero di ko pa rin pinagsisisihan ang choice na pumunta sa pisay... maganda naman kasi ang school na to... diverse ang qualities ng students at masaya naman ang samahan ng mga tao rito... di nga lang ganun kanormal dahil sa kakaibang sistema ng pagaaral...
sanayan lang naman ang ganyang mga bagay...

magagaling din ang teachers dito... may mga teachers pa nga na halos kaage na ng ibang seniors... marami ring alumni... nabigla lang ako sa english teacher ko this year... si
mam oblepias...
wala akong masabi sa kanya... first quiz na first quiz namin sa kanya, mga 3 lang ang pumasa... akala namin, ganun lang talaga pag 1st time... pero, sinundan pa ng isang quiz at halos pareho ang resulta.... sana huwag akong bumagsak sa english... =(
ayokong magkaroon ng failing grade dahil sa english...huhu
anyway, 1st post ko to kaya hindi ko pa alam ang essential parts nito... mas aayusin ko na lang next tym... =P